<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247</id><updated>2012-01-27T19:29:41.510-07:00</updated><category term='questions to readers'/><category term='HOT MESS'/><category term='pregnancy loss'/><category term='the m word'/><category term='littles'/><category term='wtf'/><category term='letters to readers'/><category term='lyrics'/><category term='rockstars'/><category term='i struggle'/><category term='help out'/><category term='monday playlist'/><category term='family'/><category term='busted apt'/><category term='spout off'/><category term='monday maladies'/><category term='picture stories'/><category term='things i make for a price'/><category term='scraptastic'/><category term='cruise'/><category term='parts'/><category term='giveaways'/><category term='on my black list'/><category term='still shot'/><category term='spotlights'/><category term='sensei'/><category term='awesome blog response'/><category term='brains'/><category term='brain waves'/><category term='wordless wednesday'/><category term='addictions'/><category term='i double dog dare you'/><category term='by josh'/><category term='the wieners'/><category term='belle'/><category term='holiday'/><category term='win'/><category term='daily ramblings'/><category term='things i buy'/><category term='ibook'/><category term='joy'/><category term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; 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the andy, sharlie &amp; tavin family.


AN ODE TO A BIRTHMOTHER
We are three hoping to become four.We hope this little poem is not a bore.We love to play and dance on the kitchen floor.We have fun traditions and holiday wreaths on the door.We like to travel, take pictures and explore.We embody happiness you can't find in a store.We invite you to read our blog if you would like to know more.
Ok,  so </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4952712979218666918/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4952712979218666918&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4952712979218666918'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4952712979218666918'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2012/01/looking-for-their-little-andy-and.html' title='...looking for their little, andy and sharlie...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Bk538ux9c0M/Tx0JtOeiGGI/AAAAAAAAFvM/ZB-Tz83WkyU/s72-c/_DSC9243+1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2835959153168963136</id><published>2012-01-16T07:01:00.013-07:00</published><updated>2012-01-16T17:41:14.541-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, dave and lizzie...</title><summary type='text'>the dave, lizzie, mason &amp; jimmy family.

She likes: taking pictures of awesome people wearing funky socks running camping reading eating creamy, sweet, chocolaty treats and dancing with her littles
 He likes:  taking pictures of objects and nature fishing camping
sports creating amazing videos eating gummy, sugary, sour candy and playing ball with his boys
 Together we are Lizzie and Dave and we </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2835959153168963136/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2835959153168963136&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2835959153168963136'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2835959153168963136'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2012/01/looking-for-their-little-dave-and.html' title='...looking for their little, dave and lizzie...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0yA3zF_SETQ/TxObygjAPCI/AAAAAAAAFs4/rjmXBd-Mpqg/s72-c/0+TMP_2300croppedBLOG.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4446368382966093004</id><published>2012-01-09T23:23:00.009-07:00</published><updated>2012-01-27T19:29:41.526-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fatty fat fat fatty fat'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brains'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i hate'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='operation find me'/><title type='text'>...rip off the bandage...</title><summary type='text'>when i married studly, i weighed in at 133 pounds.  
i was active, loved running, played soccer with a passion.  i felt wonderful physically and mentally.  i was healthy.  i dare say that if i had to take a guess at when i was in my prime, that was it.  i felt good.
almost six years later, i weigh in at 227.
i knew typing that would elicit a response.  i can't help but cry, and it's not just the </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4446368382966093004/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4446368382966093004&amp;isPopup=true' title='24 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4446368382966093004'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4446368382966093004'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2012/01/rip-off-bandage.html' title='...rip off the bandage...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>24</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2528821355323023723</id><published>2012-01-05T01:57:00.006-07:00</published><updated>2012-01-05T09:09:53.454-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='what i think i know'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pregnancy loss'/><title type='text'>...to the moon and back, missy...</title><summary type='text'>five years.
whoa.
i'm taken aback by what the past five years have held for me and studly.  for our families and for our future.  so much loss, so many challenges.  yet, amidst all the struggle, some of the sweetest triumphs.  i know my life is a blessed life.  so much so that i feel so undeserving.  however, i don't ask questions and i take the wonders life gives me.  
five years ago i went into</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2528821355323023723/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2528821355323023723&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2528821355323023723'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2528821355323023723'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2012/01/to-moon-and-back-missy.html' title='...to the moon and back, missy...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-MKlLyYVrl28/TwVk5itRHzI/AAAAAAAAFpw/cTw7-Xp6FA4/s72-c/6422_color2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6733693481265185686</id><published>2012-01-02T18:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2012-01-02T18:18:05.248-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hells yes'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...naturally...</title><summary type='text'>

thanks shannon!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6733693481265185686/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6733693481265185686&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6733693481265185686'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6733693481265185686'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2012/01/naturally.html' title='...naturally...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--eTRXWRU4SE/TwJXMvYFgEI/AAAAAAAAFog/9FDN4nk5-qY/s72-c/hells+yes.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7701040786928183129</id><published>2011-12-25T00:21:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-27T00:21:51.740-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holiday'/><title type='text'>...happy christmas...</title><summary type='text'>


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7701040786928183129/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7701040786928183129&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7701040786928183129'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7701040786928183129'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/happy-christmas.html' title='...happy christmas...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-_FuYgCqW2z0/Tvlx-PjfvOI/AAAAAAAAFmM/_aR7qNF4_yE/s72-c/christmas_2011.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8592978690911374669</id><published>2011-12-21T18:17:00.003-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-30T00:14:07.179-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='seriously?'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wait what?'/><title type='text'>...i've been smit...</title><summary type='text'>or smited.
smitted?

smutted?
i have this nerve disorder.  (trigeminal neuralgia, see post here)  it blows.  no, really, it hurts so bad i want to pull out all my teeth with a pair of pliers and rip all the nerves out of my face.  with no anesthetic.  hard core?  
no, i'm just that desperate.
of course i make a frantic call to the clinic, in which they squeeze me in with a crazy old doctor.  (my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8592978690911374669/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8592978690911374669&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8592978690911374669'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8592978690911374669'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/ive-been-smit.html' title='...i&apos;ve been smit...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-tDJmA62pH04/TvKER1F8fnI/AAAAAAAAFks/8Zcdcf2k-1s/s72-c/photo%25283%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-779359793269675865</id><published>2011-12-19T07:01:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-19T07:01:01.282-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the payne family...</title><summary type='text'>the payne family

"Being nerdy is not fun!” That is a phrase you will never hear from Jared. He  claims that blinking lights are interesting, not because they are blinking but  because of all the fascinating different ways light can be produced. Incandescent's, florescent, LED; they are all entertaining to his geeky  personality. This fascination with the small and trivial makes him a great  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/779359793269675865/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=779359793269675865&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/779359793269675865'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/779359793269675865'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/looking-for-their-little-payne-family.html' title='...looking for their little, the payne family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gDMvVfOTA0A/Tu7HokK30CI/AAAAAAAAFkA/0IrS1iiHZWY/s72-c/16.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4895400995382722975</id><published>2011-12-12T22:32:00.003-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-19T14:50:34.972-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...the holyoak family...</title><summary type='text'>you know, i feel so sheepish every time i'm asked to do a photo session.  i always let them know right off the bat that i'm still learning, but i love what i do.  
the holyoak's were troopers, as it was a balmy 27 degrees during our shoot.  their little eight month old is a doll, and she did so well.  i can't even handle pictures when i'm that cold.  (ask jenny.  our latest session with her was </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4895400995382722975/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4895400995382722975&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4895400995382722975'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4895400995382722975'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/holyoak-family.html' title='...the holyoak family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-btjw-E9GppY/Tubi3JZleJI/AAAAAAAAFfw/fYd53A17-nA/s72-c/holyoak_0013.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2204715443663171658</id><published>2011-12-09T19:22:00.018-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-15T23:39:18.671-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pregnancy loss'/><title type='text'>...thoughts on pregnancy loss...</title><summary type='text'>this is such a sensitive subject.  not only to me, but to many of those i love.  a very dear friend of mine recently experienced pregnancy loss, and my heart still aches for her.  i've traveled this road, yet i feel so inadequate.  i don't know what to say; how to help and comfort her.  prayers of love and peace just don't feel like enough.  
i have pondered on this matter for so long, and still </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2204715443663171658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2204715443663171658&amp;isPopup=true' title='11 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2204715443663171658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2204715443663171658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/thoughts-on-pregnancy-loss.html' title='...thoughts on pregnancy loss...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>11</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8027261742288213033</id><published>2011-12-07T19:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-07T19:32:10.987-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...boog's musicality...</title><summary type='text'>i am currently behind on a few posts, spotlights, and life in general.  
for now, please enjoy one minute and thirty six seconds of boog showing us all how to get down.
 


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8027261742288213033/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8027261742288213033&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8027261742288213033'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8027261742288213033'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/12/boogs-musicality.html' title='...boog&apos;s musicality...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/VxoilSoUKbw/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5756928157155877832</id><published>2011-11-30T09:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-30T09:32:39.006-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...project 365 : take two...</title><summary type='text'>i am finally getting my butt in gear and starting anew with my second 365 project.  i had started back in september, but naturally i neglected it so i am starting today.  if you feel the need to take a gander at some sub par photography, go ahead and click here.  you can also see my first project 356 here.  
if YOU are doing a 365 project, leave me the link in a comment.  i love 'em.  such a neat</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5756928157155877832/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5756928157155877832&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5756928157155877832'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5756928157155877832'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/project-365-take-two.html' title='...project 365 : take two...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-dKJiOJ-IhTc/TtZaGJMs47I/AAAAAAAAFZE/b7wYuJo8ddE/s72-c/autumn.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4070092070636025155</id><published>2011-11-27T19:36:00.003-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-27T19:54:33.198-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='me'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...not broken but blessed...</title><summary type='text'>as national adoption month comes to a close, i find myself reflecting on my personal experiences with adoption.  then, when perusing facebook, i caught a conversation that really got me thinking about my own adoption and boog's adoption.  while i know that so many strides have been made as far as the stereotypical adopted child, birth parents, adoptive parents, etc. i feel like adoption is still </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4070092070636025155/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4070092070636025155&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4070092070636025155'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4070092070636025155'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/not-broken-but-blessed.html' title='...not broken but blessed...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-q5k6FYG7oRo/TtL0FrD67TI/AAAAAAAAFW4/Bhfr_4RxGwI/s72-c/DSC_0184.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3636675308590678963</id><published>2011-11-25T00:38:00.005-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-25T01:51:08.013-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thankful'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holiday'/><title type='text'>...a day of gratitude...</title><summary type='text'>i find that each year it is harder to express how grateful i feel for the life i have been granted.  of course it is impossible to list each and every thing i have been blessed with, every piece of my life that is wondrous, even the parts that aren't so beautiful, in one post.


this is the part where i chastise myself for not writing about gratitude more.  
however, as customary, i would like to</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3636675308590678963/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3636675308590678963&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3636675308590678963'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3636675308590678963'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/day-of-gratitude.html' title='...a day of gratitude...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-0Yxn7P_YeOg/Ts87hm3x5EI/AAAAAAAAFTM/U_IGAn1AT8o/s72-c/thankful.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4552455899454227486</id><published>2011-11-22T07:50:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-22T07:50:15.460-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the fail family...</title><summary type='text'>the fail family

Joe  is a lively, number crunching Accountant and Amy is a fun-loving ER  nurse. We are looking forward to adding a child into our family through  adoption and are excited at what a fun adventure it would bring! 
We have so much love to give and are excited for the opportunity to bring a special child into our home.  Though it has been a bumpy road of infertility, we feel at </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4552455899454227486/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4552455899454227486&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4552455899454227486'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4552455899454227486'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/looking-for-their-little-fail-family.html' title='...looking for their little, the fail family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Tk6EF6FHLis/Tsuy-ZLoAWI/AAAAAAAAFSs/Ypbl3S28zTU/s72-c/Our+Pic.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6731137626128747411</id><published>2011-11-20T22:34:00.002-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-21T14:17:29.524-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='confessions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...uncertain future...</title><summary type='text'>when it comes to life planning, well, i'm not that great at it.
actually, strike that, i am actually a great planner.  it's the universe that makes it hard. 

these days i leave planning to our yearly california beach trip, or a concert date with the studly.  life planning?  we gave that up years ago.  don't get me wrong, we have goals and hopes and dreams, but planning out when we want them to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6731137626128747411/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6731137626128747411&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6731137626128747411'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6731137626128747411'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/uncertain-future.html' title='...uncertain future...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6177108938927593207</id><published>2011-11-19T00:22:00.004-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-19T00:44:45.493-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='god'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...and then forever happened...</title><summary type='text'>i've taken the last few posts to talk about kate and our failed placement, and i admit it was hard to recount that experience and the emotions that come with it.  it was a very hard and dark time in my life.  i truly felt there was nothing that could ever make my heart feel light again.  sigh, it was plain awful. 
however, with time came happiness, for both parties.  i am so happy to tell you all</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6177108938927593207/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6177108938927593207&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6177108938927593207'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6177108938927593207'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/and-then-forever-happened.html' title='...and then forever happened...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-LjY1bEY5uNo/TsdXJA7JPdI/AAAAAAAAFR0/YO3Kd1DcGAI/s72-c/0930_color2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7347369396700238911</id><published>2011-11-17T11:22:00.003-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-17T16:25:32.912-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...interview project 2011 : red...</title><summary type='text'>ever since i started following along and participating in the blog production, not reproduction, i have been so excited about the interview project.  my excitement increased when i recieved my partner, red, a birth mother who placed her son nine years ago.  she is also the single mother of one daughter, cookie.  reading through her story has been an amazing ride, and she is, simply put, super </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7347369396700238911/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7347369396700238911&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7347369396700238911'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7347369396700238911'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/interview-project-2011-red.html' title='...interview project 2011 : red...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7397568840541341906</id><published>2011-11-10T23:10:00.008-07:00</published><updated>2011-12-01T00:46:00.242-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='what i think i know'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...epilogue...</title><summary type='text'>i didn't run my car off a cliff...
...obviously.
about five months after kate we were in a situation to adopt again, but it kinda went kaboom two days after the little guy was born.  our grief was multiplied, and i felt as if i truly had lost my mind.  (there is a hole in our bathroom wall to prove it. never punch walls, folks.  you break fingers) i felt betrayed, lost and unable to continue on </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7397568840541341906/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7397568840541341906&amp;isPopup=true' title='15 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7397568840541341906'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7397568840541341906'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/epilogue.html' title='...epilogue...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-jMqXE71NJzw/Try8MRPubbI/AAAAAAAAFRc/MXLWauxLgcM/s72-c/Snapshot_20111110_1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>15</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2081136470825937659</id><published>2011-11-10T02:35:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-10T13:37:56.019-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...the basics of survival...</title><summary type='text'>i wish my memory would fail me.
truly i wish that the image of R, clutching kate, in the rear view mirror would poof into thin air.  this is why studly drove, because if i were behind the wheel, i would have flipped around and bolted back to them.  it took every ounce of strength i had left to not jump out of the moving vehicle.  
call me cliche, but i left my heart with that little girl.
almost </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2081136470825937659/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2081136470825937659&amp;isPopup=true' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2081136470825937659'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2081136470825937659'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/basics-of-survival.html' title='...the basics of survival...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1ciRRAj4HwY/TrtY2Y0g89I/AAAAAAAAFRE/wD6D1yGrT7g/s72-c/IMG_0470.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1111122740312807890</id><published>2011-11-09T00:32:00.002-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-09T09:13:41.269-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...the doppler effect...</title><summary type='text'>basically that's how the next week in reno felt.  (think the big bang theory)
after studly left my mom drove up, which let me tell you, saved my sanity.  she helped me with kate at night, got me out of bed in the morning, made sure i took a shower, kept me eating, got me out of the house...  she basically kept me alive.
so you can imagine my anxiety and sadness when i dropped her off at the </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1111122740312807890/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1111122740312807890&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1111122740312807890'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1111122740312807890'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/doppler-effect.html' title='...the doppler effect...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Lwi8S9clw_E/Trorho6DR9I/AAAAAAAAFQ0/3wkudhYDdxo/s72-c/IMG_0559.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6900238443286344181</id><published>2011-11-07T23:49:00.002-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-08T10:40:13.733-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...my brain wanted to explode...</title><summary type='text'>oh, sweet readers and friends, how you have lifted my spirit and given me strength as i recall these events.  thank you, thank you, from the bottom of my coke loving soul.  this happened over a year ago, but it still creeps in and causes pain.  it's nice to know that i have support and love on the ready from such amazing people.
truly, thank you.  all of you.
now, i want you all to know that had </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6900238443286344181/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6900238443286344181&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6900238443286344181'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6900238443286344181'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/my-brain-wanted-to-explode.html' title='...my brain wanted to explode...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-UL1uqVYw68E/TrjRVKdtiYI/AAAAAAAAFQo/1vyaHxfoz_s/s72-c/IMG_0469.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-430459441843828381</id><published>2011-11-06T17:41:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-11-06T21:43:21.929-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...the edge of the cliff...</title><summary type='text'>i just read through the emails birth dad and i had sent to one another and i am enraged.
he is a liar.  a fake.  a sham. 
i admit i have not forgiven him, and i don't think i will any time soon.
consequently, it is making my brain swim with rage and it is a lot harder to write in such a state.  then again, the emails shed light into that period of time i have shoved into the dark recesses of my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/430459441843828381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=430459441843828381&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/430459441843828381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/430459441843828381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/edge-of-cliff.html' title='...the edge of the cliff...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-WoekhA9dPpk/TrcmL-Ei-UI/AAAAAAAAFQY/ozHfBSQuBO8/s72-c/IMG_0560.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3431248853652057873</id><published>2011-11-05T01:20:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-11-05T01:43:48.922-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...emotional stalemate...</title><summary type='text'>i can't seem to turn out any more of the story today.  
i'll try tomorrow.



now i am off to snuggle the little that resides just down the hall.  
he helps all of the sadness attached to this story fade away.



</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3431248853652057873/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3431248853652057873&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3431248853652057873'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3431248853652057873'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/emotional-stalemate.html' title='...emotional stalemate...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-l-UY7xxFG9E/TrTj6aUt4wI/AAAAAAAAFQE/nsBlE_fek64/s72-c/kenna+%2526+kate.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2404387543977078458</id><published>2011-11-03T18:23:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2011-11-03T22:28:39.314-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...world on pause...</title><summary type='text'>would you believe that within twenty four hours of kate's birth (which i realized i never posted, 4/26/2010) i sent hundreds of texts (thankfully we had unlimited) as well as over talked my minutes (by seriously 150 bucks)?
that was the biggest cell phone bill i have ever paid.  
this was probably due to the fact that we hadn't told anyone but our parents about talking with R, let alone possibly </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2404387543977078458/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2404387543977078458&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2404387543977078458'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2404387543977078458'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/world-on-pause.html' title='...world on pause...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-tk14hld9Pu8/TrMxIh_Bj1I/AAAAAAAAFME/Dvms84hy3qE/s72-c/DSC_0141.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-593830271277217381</id><published>2011-11-02T20:19:00.007-06:00</published><updated>2011-11-02T22:53:25.277-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...struggle is the price you pay...</title><summary type='text'>adoption is part of my being.
it has been woven into my soul and is an intricate part of my life, studly's life, and our son's life.
we wouldn't have it any other way.
most of you know our road to becoming parents has been, well, hectic, to say the least.  when our journey started, i had no idea that it was going to tear my heart to shreds before it ever started to heal.  then again, 'you live, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/593830271277217381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=593830271277217381&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/593830271277217381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/593830271277217381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/struggle-is-price-you-pay.html' title='...struggle is the price you pay...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-JdXENJLkN9E/TrH4IqldndI/AAAAAAAAFL8/gPyJ-OkNQ4k/s72-c/baby.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4476114668685128954</id><published>2011-11-01T18:56:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-11-01T23:16:41.921-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...what being an english failure taught me...</title><summary type='text'>there was this one point in my life where i thought i was cut out to be an english major.  now, from my lack of capitalization skills, you can probably figure out how that played out for me. 
exactly.
after two semesters i chickenend out and went with biology instead.  seriously, it's easier than english, and there are definitive answers.  no ambiguity. this is a muscle.  this is what it does.  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4476114668685128954/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4476114668685128954&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4476114668685128954'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4476114668685128954'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/11/what-being-english-failure-taught-me.html' title='...what being an english failure taught me...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1276365342878529947</id><published>2011-10-28T13:51:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-28T13:51:56.194-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my pals'/><title type='text'>...babies give me the munchies...</title><summary type='text'>i had the opportunity to take some beautiful photo's of my good friend's little, sofia.  



add in an impromptu photo session with my nephew, and we've got munchie babies all over the place.


however, my baby is the munchiest...  
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1276365342878529947/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1276365342878529947&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1276365342878529947'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1276365342878529947'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/babies-give-me-munchies.html' title='...babies give me the munchies...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-vMW7eFgSlFY/TqsHUuiu2nI/AAAAAAAAFGk/vbzUnzJvzK0/s72-c/soderberg_010.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5796850306591729501</id><published>2011-10-25T01:04:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-25T01:12:06.566-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i hate'/><title type='text'>...for right now...</title><summary type='text'>i can't sleep.
in fact, i have been trying for hours to no avail.

i've written before about the moments where the reality of my situation hits me so hard i can't breathe.  i try to suck in air like a fish out of water.  pretty sure if you were to take a look at me right now, i look like a dead or dying fish.  
however, i will not post proof.  you will just have to trust me.
i confess that tears </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5796850306591729501/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5796850306591729501&amp;isPopup=true' title='11 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5796850306591729501'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5796850306591729501'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/for-right-now.html' title='...for right now...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>11</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2324050102096813666</id><published>2011-10-20T22:03:00.008-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-20T22:39:51.478-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i hate'/><title type='text'>...come again?...</title><summary type='text'>sometimes i find that the internet is a horrible medium for opinion making.
now, i'm explaining this as to get feedback because i am seriously confused about how a comment that i made was taken so out of context that it resulted in me being called, 'bitter and bitchy.'  
well, we all know i'm bitchy, that's a given.
as i was scrolling through facebook statuses this evening, i read one stating </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2324050102096813666/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2324050102096813666&amp;isPopup=true' title='24 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2324050102096813666'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2324050102096813666'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/come-again.html' title='...come again?...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>24</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7307610250018587839</id><published>2011-10-17T20:38:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-17T20:40:41.913-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birfday'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...oh yeah, about that...</title><summary type='text'>mr. boogity boog face turned two on the 1st of october.
what a blessed day.

i am obviously a great, 'momblogger', of course, because i post about my son's birthday two weeks after the fact.  
that's right.
i digress...
truly nothing in my life brings as much joy as this kid.  mmk, maybe studly, most days...when he actually puts his dishes in the dishwasher.  other than that, boog is pretty much </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7307610250018587839/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7307610250018587839&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7307610250018587839'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7307610250018587839'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/oh-yeah-about-that.html' title='...oh yeah, about that...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JCrsPxESWs0/Tpzl2MeR6vI/AAAAAAAAE-M/gK1rir2PVLs/s72-c/boog+turns+2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7377505653207740554</id><published>2011-10-10T22:19:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-10T22:19:42.855-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my pals'/><title type='text'>...session continued...</title><summary type='text'>just had to share a few more pictures of this lovely family...










</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7377505653207740554/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7377505653207740554&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7377505653207740554'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7377505653207740554'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/session-continued.html' title='...session continued...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-eNNSbKJl6nY/TpPDiDTXcMI/AAAAAAAAE6o/e2aZ81fsap4/s72-c/blog1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4141702452503530982</id><published>2011-10-08T20:41:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-08T20:41:49.378-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my pals'/><title type='text'>...abercrombie is making people now?...</title><summary type='text'>first family photo shoot.
i was nervous.
good thing they weren't ugly, or i would have had to work harder.






</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4141702452503530982/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4141702452503530982&amp;isPopup=true' title='11 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4141702452503530982'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4141702452503530982'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/abercrombie-is-making-people-now.html' title='...abercrombie is making people now?...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-niEOuJhG0p8/TpEJZFUZtRI/AAAAAAAAE50/tymQjqanOe0/s72-c/smiths_0001.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>11</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8306995938182434491</id><published>2011-10-04T22:32:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-04T22:32:13.540-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><title type='text'>...she loved me first...</title><summary type='text'>when i see my mom with my kiddo (and my sister's kiddo as well), i am over come with emotion.







i am a mother because she was my mother first. 
 because she loved me first.





</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8306995938182434491/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8306995938182434491&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8306995938182434491'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8306995938182434491'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/she-loved-me-first.html' title='...she loved me first...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4I6qHHQX0Qo/Tovb7vo3RII/AAAAAAAAE40/cIMkc8O6S28/s72-c/DSC_0207.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8354394893969821183</id><published>2011-10-03T23:44:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-04T18:40:36.147-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pained'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...pained...</title><summary type='text'>my heart is mourning.
i just caught up on one of, 'my shows'.  (grey's anatomy)
a couple in the show had their adopted daughter taken away.
taken.  away.
as i watched the actress portray the emotion that comes when a mother is removed from her child, i held boog tight as tears fell off my cheeks.  
so. much. pain. to get here.
after i put my sweet boog into his crib, i looked over blog posts from</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8354394893969821183/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8354394893969821183&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8354394893969821183'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8354394893969821183'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/pained.html' title='...pained...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2464052967604387734</id><published>2011-10-01T11:00:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-10-01T11:00:12.825-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birfday'/><title type='text'>...happy 2nd birthday, boog!...</title><summary type='text'>the happiest birthday to our little terrorist, boog.  two is a BIG number, buddy!
enjoy 13 minutes of our adorable man.




</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2464052967604387734/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2464052967604387734&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2464052967604387734'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2464052967604387734'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/10/happy-2nd-birthday-boog.html' title='...happy 2nd birthday, boog!...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/mUI8ihGQCJU/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-942583315340986187</id><published>2011-09-28T01:51:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-09-28T02:58:01.667-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brains'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...honest thoughts i'm not proud of...</title><summary type='text'>sigh, rough week.
my emotions are being pulled so many ways that i have absolutely no clue what to do or how to handle it.
in fact, i am so clueless, that instead of working through my thoughts, feelings and other random pieces of brain matter, i eat cereal and zone out.  (which, by the way, fiber plus makes awesome cereal.  i figured i didn't get any type of vitamins or minerals from all my coca</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/942583315340986187/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=942583315340986187&amp;isPopup=true' title='16 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/942583315340986187'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/942583315340986187'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/09/honest-thoughts-im-not-proud-of.html' title='...honest thoughts i&apos;m not proud of...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>16</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4703680894953135824</id><published>2011-09-20T11:45:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-09-20T11:52:49.337-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='real ocd'/><title type='text'>...follow up on ocd...</title><summary type='text'>wonderful comments, everyone.  thank you!  i never really thought it was brave to talk about it.  i assume you all realized i was completely crazy and this was just another aspect of my crazy.  also, they have given me a lot to think about, and have contributed to content in this post.
last night's post was written on the back of taking said medication.  um, that stuff is nuts.  about ten minutes</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4703680894953135824/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4703680894953135824&amp;isPopup=true' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4703680894953135824'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4703680894953135824'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/09/follow-up-on-ocd.html' title='...follow up on ocd...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7450060160611721107</id><published>2011-09-19T22:54:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-09-19T22:54:01.409-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='real ocd'/><title type='text'>...my OCD truth...</title><summary type='text'>a few years back i was diagnosed by my therapist to have obsessive compulsive disorder.  
ocd.  
psh, doesn't every one in the whole world have ocd?  i'm pretty sure they do.  i brushed it off.  i'm not a hoarder...yet...
then, in meeting with my doctor shortly after said diagnosis, he has spoken with my therapist and agreed that, yes, kenna suffers from ocd and needs help to keep things in her </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7450060160611721107/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7450060160611721107&amp;isPopup=true' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7450060160611721107'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7450060160611721107'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/09/my-ocd-truth.html' title='...my OCD truth...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5122734038852062503</id><published>2011-09-07T23:31:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-09-08T11:56:14.592-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pregnancy loss'/><title type='text'>...not easily forgotten...</title><summary type='text'>i will always love all my kids.
addalyn leise (stillborn) : january 5, 2007
babies 2-4 (pregnancy losses) : 2007
katelyn nicole (failed adoption) : april 26, 2010
baby boy (failed adoption) : september 13, 2010

that's just how it will always be.

so blessed to have mr. boog.  he has healed my heart from such loss. 

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5122734038852062503/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5122734038852062503&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5122734038852062503'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5122734038852062503'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/09/not-easily-forgotten.html' title='...not easily forgotten...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4163256479491768990</id><published>2011-08-30T22:04:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-30T22:04:34.085-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i like'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i buy'/><title type='text'>...OH.EM.GEEE...</title><summary type='text'>my pal aubrey had me hit up this website.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH 
...and i plan on owning the following:
 uterus plush
pituitary gland pin
brain pin  ovary plush

christmas is on it's way, right?
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4163256479491768990/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4163256479491768990&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4163256479491768990'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4163256479491768990'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/ohemgeee.html' title='...OH.EM.GEEE...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Hhj12Xt74kM/Tl2yFCrzqcI/AAAAAAAAEiE/Jf8fUAWsvAo/s72-c/plush-huge-uterus_lrg.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7468632506543771734</id><published>2011-08-29T22:38:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-29T22:38:12.372-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='what i think i know'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><title type='text'>...sleep tight, readers...</title><summary type='text'>i find myself feeling ill and fumbling for words.  stringing these sentences together is even causing a headache, which is pathetic, and which also means i should probably not be vertical much longer.
however, i read this little gem today and thought i'd share.
the words provided an overwhelming sense of calm to my soul as i am making my recovery from the past 5 months of surgeries.  
i hope it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7468632506543771734/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7468632506543771734&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7468632506543771734'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7468632506543771734'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/sleep-tight-readers.html' title='...sleep tight, readers...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-3fKpmX5ZprQ/Tlxo3u3iwbI/AAAAAAAAEhQ/5Z_r5G-h6Fw/s72-c/oceanside_0207.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2827666886263844656</id><published>2011-08-26T19:47:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-27T00:29:03.790-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i like'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i buy'/><title type='text'>...easy canvas prints...</title><summary type='text'>my place of residence isn't necessarily what some would call, 'roomy.'  now, because of this, and when boog arrived, it's been particularly hard to create even a small space for myself.  a while ago i purchased an amazing new desktop so i could work on editing photos, blogging, etc. but it stayed in boog's room.  consequently, i never used said wonderful new computer.  
finally, after months of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2827666886263844656/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2827666886263844656&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2827666886263844656'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2827666886263844656'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/easy-canvas-prints.html' title='...easy canvas prints...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-buTeznmIqJE/TlhKYK4ixWI/AAAAAAAAEdQ/tnPYDx-ILqo/s72-c/canvas_review001.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7319261419783888911</id><published>2011-08-22T21:08:00.008-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-23T21:03:03.275-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...love compounded...</title><summary type='text'>i admit i have been struggling lately.
mainly it has to do with my latest surgery, which is understandable.  i loathe physical limits, and i hate being unable to do simple tasks.  today, a week out from surgery, i ran to macey's with boog because we were out of milk.  as i walked through the aisles i felt dizzy, tired and almost like every movement took 100% more energy than it should.  i was </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7319261419783888911/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7319261419783888911&amp;isPopup=true' title='11 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7319261419783888911'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7319261419783888911'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/love-compounded.html' title='...love compounded...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WKDyWoDyoCg/TlMbePlZX3I/AAAAAAAAEZc/0aEOQsLU9rU/s72-c/photoblog_4.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>11</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4538999580295194382</id><published>2011-08-20T16:38:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-25T19:36:41.796-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...gutless...</title><summary type='text'>i'm one sad panda.
long week of recovery, but luckily i have great friends and family who have been taking care of me, studly and boog 'round the clock.  i can't thank you all enough, as well as those who have offered up prayers, good vibes, sent loving cards and packages, etc.  it means the world to me.  truly.
oh, and because i know you love it, here is a picture of my ovary.  for kicks.
even i</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4538999580295194382/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4538999580295194382&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4538999580295194382'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4538999580295194382'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/gutless.html' title='...gutless...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-4a2NZX0Dh_0/TlA26pc1x5I/AAAAAAAAEXM/9zqwHOLhC54/s72-c/DSCF0783.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1997343438274125357</id><published>2011-08-09T22:51:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-29T23:38:08.696-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='eek'/><title type='text'>...roguary...</title><summary type='text'>(thank you to my ashface for this word.  i have submitted it to dr. webster for the next addition of the dictionary.)
i tend to get all sorts of angsty before i head into surgery.  however, can you blame me?  this is my third 'cut open party' in 12 months.  it's not so much the fact that they are taking out the last of my lady parts.  that ship has sailed and sunk in the bermuda triangle.  (</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1997343438274125357/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1997343438274125357&amp;isPopup=true' title='13 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1997343438274125357'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1997343438274125357'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/roguary.html' title='...roguary...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>13</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8603645536552759698</id><published>2011-08-01T22:25:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-01T22:25:10.190-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='soul soothing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='joy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='oceano'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love'/><title type='text'>...breathe it in...</title><summary type='text'>just returned from heaven the beach heaven.
i'll be checking in with you soon.  so much to talk about.  boog's sealing...the trip...upcoming surgery...the giant bruise on my leg from biffing it down the cement stairs this morning...







</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8603645536552759698/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8603645536552759698&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8603645536552759698'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8603645536552759698'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/08/breathe-it-in.html' title='...breathe it in...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1rhVbi8OwfE/Tjd8Am-4CHI/AAAAAAAAENE/C838ko3Vt_I/s72-c/oceanside_001.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7497850696836888899</id><published>2011-07-26T20:03:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-26T20:03:47.451-06:00</updated><title type='text'>...out of the office...</title><summary type='text'>




</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7497850696836888899/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7497850696836888899&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7497850696836888899'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7497850696836888899'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/07/out-of-office.html' title='...out of the office...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Ipc5zc_BVzc/Ti9xo_3DjEI/AAAAAAAAEJ8/SmBMsQvne2w/s72-c/_DSC0071.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3616239271383985377</id><published>2011-07-18T21:38:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-18T21:38:00.189-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kenna circa childhood'/><title type='text'>...thoughts, circa 1993...</title><summary type='text'>Oct. 11, 1993

If I were ruler of the new world I would macke 5 rules.
 
1. no swering.  (i move we abolish this rule)

2. no vilens.
 
3. no stelling.

4. no cuting trees.  (i was obviously a granola child) 

5. no killing.

Thes are my rules.  I made them my self.
 
The end.


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3616239271383985377/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3616239271383985377&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3616239271383985377'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3616239271383985377'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/07/thoughts-circa-1993.html' title='...thoughts, circa 1993...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4999739060958616877</id><published>2011-07-12T13:27:00.009-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-12T21:22:25.472-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kenna circa childhood'/><title type='text'>...thoughts of kenna, circa 1993...</title><summary type='text'>today is tusday, april 6, 1993.

write 5 gobs that you might want to do when you grow up.
 
1. jandl jims.  (jungle jims)

2. disover zone.  (discover zone)
 
3. currs world pizza  (errr...?)

4. chucky cheeseis pizza  (mmm, cardboard pizza for a living)
 
5. k mart  (damn straight)


i was just as ambitious then as i am now. 

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4999739060958616877/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4999739060958616877&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4999739060958616877'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4999739060958616877'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/07/thoughts-of-kenna-circa-1993.html' title='...thoughts of kenna, circa 1993...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1458935761313539253</id><published>2011-07-11T22:46:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-11T22:46:28.662-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kenna circa childhood'/><title type='text'>...thoughts of kenna, circa 1992...</title><summary type='text'>i'm so glad my mom kept all my grade school journals.
  priceless.

today is monday, octobr 12, 1992.
if i were christopher columbus i would explore new worlds.
my new world would be like this.  
write five things.
1. it would be rond.
2. the laned would be green.
3. the oeasen wuold be blew.
4. he did not deckver it. he bomt in it.
5. he dide 500 years ago.
 i'm still laughing about it.  
more </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1458935761313539253/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1458935761313539253&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1458935761313539253'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1458935761313539253'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/07/thoughts-of-kenna-circa-1992.html' title='...thoughts of kenna, circa 1992...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7307692076379949404</id><published>2011-07-01T22:54:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-01T23:01:20.231-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='by josh'/><title type='text'>...beware your spouses alter ego...</title><summary type='text'>I would just like to give Kenna’s readers some insight into our relationship so you may see the true love that we have for one another. Let’s go on this magical ride together into the past. 
Many moons ago (approximately 15 moon) Kenna and I were walking through Target (aka Gay Balls) talking about our childhood memories. One memory that we share is about American Gladiators. We both had Nerf </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7307692076379949404/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7307692076379949404&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7307692076379949404'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7307692076379949404'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/07/beware-your-spouses-alter-ego.html' title='...beware your spouses alter ego...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4382637253787642337</id><published>2011-06-29T23:17:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-07-09T22:15:52.941-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='joy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...and then my heart exploded...</title><summary type='text'>june 29, 1984 - my older brother, ian, was born.  he passed away three short years later.
june 29, 1994 - ian (by proxy) and i are sealed to our mom, dad and three siblings.
june 29, 2011 - studly and i are sealed to our boog.
june 29, 2011 - my baby sister has a baby of her own.




details later.  i'm going to go bask in joy.

or maybe go to vegas and put all my money on #29. 

also, quickly, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4382637253787642337/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4382637253787642337&amp;isPopup=true' title='18 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4382637253787642337'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4382637253787642337'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/and-then-my-heart-exploded.html' title='...and then my heart exploded...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-pYxDEWfbDsg/TgwbJs7ZszI/AAAAAAAAD04/DkaZQ6RTYRA/s72-c/temple.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>18</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-872035512262766035</id><published>2011-06-27T23:35:00.006-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-28T10:06:01.618-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fatty fat fat fatty fat'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='confessions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='what i think i know'/><title type='text'>...what i'm not...</title><summary type='text'>'mormon mommy bloggers'
what does that even mean?
i admit this blog has taken me places i never expected.  i have loyal readers, whom have turned into amazing friends.  i've connected with those of my faith, and some who share different beliefs.  my heart has been soothed by strangers, and strengthened by heaven sent emails.  i have friends who are fertile, i have some who aren't.  some have </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/872035512262766035/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=872035512262766035&amp;isPopup=true' title='17 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/872035512262766035'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/872035512262766035'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/what-im-not.html' title='...what i&apos;m not...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-h2LB2JxKxRw/TglrYdDtyCI/AAAAAAAAD00/zNLTrJL25mY/s72-c/crabs.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>17</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8138042699525596865</id><published>2011-06-26T19:34:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-27T20:18:07.373-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...stats...</title><summary type='text'>

at last i have found the missing piece to boog's bedroom.  
i am in love with this etsy shop.
order yours here</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8138042699525596865/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8138042699525596865&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8138042699525596865'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8138042699525596865'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/stats.html' title='...stats...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FN1vOwaQ_pE/Tgfdyfonc-I/AAAAAAAADys/kzVSAcVqrHI/s72-c/harley.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5222301542775507014</id><published>2011-06-20T21:29:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-20T21:31:16.647-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...key words...</title><summary type='text'>this is information everyone should be privy to.
the 2 phrases that rank HIGHEST on my key word/phrase search via google?
'man nose hair'
&amp;
'where do the sperm go'


i have arrived!
this blog is going places.


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5222301542775507014/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5222301542775507014&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5222301542775507014'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5222301542775507014'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/key-words.html' title='...key words...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2590655304884785724</id><published>2011-06-16T14:34:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-16T14:41:12.486-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...breathing normal...</title><summary type='text'> man of the hour.
for the first time in years i have been sleeping soundly in my bed.
no thoughts of, 'what if's'.
no fears eating at my brain.
just relief.  just sleep.  just peace.
i cannot find, and probably will never find, words to adequately express my love for boog and for his birth families.  this has been a fight to the finish, and i have battle scars (physical and emotional) that would </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2590655304884785724/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2590655304884785724&amp;isPopup=true' title='33 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2590655304884785724'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2590655304884785724'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/breathing-normal.html' title='...breathing normal...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-XZPMhWhHfpk/TfpnUd408lI/AAAAAAAADvk/-5Ot3IYkuAQ/s72-c/boog.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>33</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-657359597777201963</id><published>2011-06-05T20:42:00.005-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-06T12:19:11.502-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...to find a soul...</title><summary type='text'>it's only natural that i read birth stories (often) on friend's blogs.  
it doesn't bother me, and it's my choice to read them.  sometimes i make it a few lines, sometimes i read the whole thing, sometimes i close the page as soon as i open it.  depends on my mood, honestly.  however, i am happy for those that i love, and happy that they are able to experience such a gift.
as i was reading a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/657359597777201963/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=657359597777201963&amp;isPopup=true' title='31 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/657359597777201963'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/657359597777201963'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/06/to-find-soul.html' title='...to find a soul...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-BhXNxJ3a-tU/Tew9aCJy4oI/AAAAAAAADtU/JUR0ISTM5PQ/s72-c/photo%252832%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>31</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2798293275170242218</id><published>2011-05-30T22:46:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-30T22:46:06.282-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...a thought...</title><summary type='text'>i've been trying to expound on this thought but my mind can't seem to function properly.
simply, 'just because i've forgiven someone doesn't mean i'll trust them.  trust is earned, and they haven't done a thing to try and get it back.'
therefore, i will keep them outside of my 'circle of trust' (name that movie) until further notice.
that is all.

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2798293275170242218/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2798293275170242218&amp;isPopup=true' title='15 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2798293275170242218'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2798293275170242218'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/thought.html' title='...a thought...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>15</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2078214316432165839</id><published>2011-05-26T21:28:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-20T21:15:07.339-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><title type='text'>...boog : beginnings...</title><summary type='text'>

i cry when i watch this.
such a fighter. 

also, for those who asked, boog was born at 27 weeks.  2lbs 3oz 

thanks to my vonnie for cluing me in to movie maker!
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2078214316432165839/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2078214316432165839&amp;isPopup=true' title='16 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2078214316432165839'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2078214316432165839'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/boog-beginnings.html' title='...boog : beginnings...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/eDNfedrfCoQ/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>16</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1680706616090786070</id><published>2011-05-23T20:01:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-23T20:14:06.908-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birfday'/><title type='text'>...crabs...</title><summary type='text'>'i can have a vial of crabs here in 30 minutes.'name that movie...
for my birthday, i hit up joe's crab shack with my friends and family.  
i love eating crab.  this has only been a recent development, say, around 2008.  i used to think they were awful, spider look alike creatures, which i still do, but they. are. delicious.
i watch too much, 'deadliest catch.'   

oh well, like i said, mmm mmm </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1680706616090786070/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1680706616090786070&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1680706616090786070'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1680706616090786070'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/crabs.html' title='...crabs...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ZJWnV5za6lo/TdsObfPCL7I/AAAAAAAADsI/L-VJpK8Lo7g/s72-c/crabs.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2730967125135212364</id><published>2011-05-22T00:48:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-22T00:48:03.629-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='picture stories'/><title type='text'>...no  words  needed...</title><summary type='text'>
photo by my talented pal todd anderson
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2730967125135212364/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2730967125135212364&amp;isPopup=true' title='17 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2730967125135212364'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2730967125135212364'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/no-words-needed.html' title='...no  words  needed...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-m_54IWzruwg/TdixapfwcGI/AAAAAAAADqA/o34i6oqw6Go/s72-c/dirtyboog.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>17</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8789969983363178459</id><published>2011-05-17T19:59:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-17T20:01:50.640-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birfday'/><title type='text'>...birthday balloons...</title><summary type='text'>the boog stole my beautiful bouquet of balloons the dentist gave me.  
oh, why yes, my dentist did give me a bouquet of balloons.  he felt bad for the whole, 'root canals on my birthday.'  guess what?  he even gave me a tooth brush.  hint, maybe?  who knows.
anywhoey, boog claimed them.  no, like 'would not let them go all day and if we took them away he'd freak' kind of claim.  
i adore my messy</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8789969983363178459/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8789969983363178459&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8789969983363178459'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8789969983363178459'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/birthday-balloons.html' title='...birthday balloons...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-rX0dqnv0qPg/TdMm1nZPooI/AAAAAAAADok/eDONJC3mywk/s72-c/balloons.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1397314901774709492</id><published>2011-05-16T00:01:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-16T00:01:00.651-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birfday'/><title type='text'>...two/six...</title><summary type='text'>i'm still alive.
still breathing.

now that's something to celebrate.
happy birthday to myself.
i'm proud of you for not giving up.
twenty-six will hold great things.
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1397314901774709492/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1397314901774709492&amp;isPopup=true' title='10 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1397314901774709492'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1397314901774709492'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/twosix.html' title='...two/six...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-U-cFVgAMtrI/TdCW5TES4qI/AAAAAAAADog/AtZmyH6g4yQ/s72-c/photo%252826%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>10</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-999450551619110169</id><published>2011-05-15T01:25:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2011-06-06T14:08:39.075-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='studly'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thankful'/><title type='text'>...biscuits...</title><summary type='text'>it's 12:59 am.  i just made some biscuits.  
that's how i roll.
sleep eludes me.  i've been tossing and turning and finally got so frustrated that i did laundry, cleaned the house, and of course, made and ate some delicious biscuits.  the parts of my brain that work are reeling with thoughts of, well, just about everything.  we have pills for everything.  i mean, you can take a pill for restless </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/999450551619110169/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=999450551619110169&amp;isPopup=true' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/999450551619110169'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/999450551619110169'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/biscuits.html' title='...biscuits...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GD4xPJZroqc/Tc99JT4rNrI/AAAAAAAADoY/g9eKLVqBv0g/s72-c/let-go.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3531968316800819260</id><published>2011-05-11T22:40:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-13T14:36:39.887-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the big H'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...the marvels of modern medicine...</title><summary type='text'>i'm a little over four weeks out from my big H surgery. 
i was lookin' like this...

and now i'm more back to this...
well, without the crazy, joker smile.  that's just creepy.
it's amazing how much better i feel.  not one ounce of endometriosis pain.  it's really the miracle i've been waiting for.  knowing that in a few months i won't have any pain attributed to my reproductive organs makes me </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3531968316800819260/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3531968316800819260&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3531968316800819260'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3531968316800819260'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/marvels-of-modern-medicine.html' title='...the marvels of modern medicine...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/--X1Q7JlwI0k/TctliVnr2CI/AAAAAAAADm8/cs9VsicBAv0/s72-c/photo+2+%25282%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-7550649882189205068</id><published>2011-05-11T21:08:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-13T14:36:40.460-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='questions to readers'/><title type='text'>...a favor, readers?...</title><summary type='text'>hey my peeps.
got a huge favor to ask.  down on the left hand side of my blog, after where i post the albums i'm currently listening too (which i totally need to update) there is a 'followers' block.  it's my crew. 

would you all be part of my crew and follow my blog?  this way i get to see all the awesome people who read and i can head on over to your blog (if you so desire).  i think it would </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7550649882189205068/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7550649882189205068&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7550649882189205068'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7550649882189205068'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/favor-readers.html' title='...a favor, readers?...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-RwSb-U9iUxE/TctPy93xmEI/AAAAAAAADm4/oJg6N5gq1Fk/s72-c/littlesurfer.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-265778703449750805</id><published>2011-05-10T17:32:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-10T17:32:10.668-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='boog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sadie'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='vlog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...to sadie...</title><summary type='text'>
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/265778703449750805/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=265778703449750805&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/265778703449750805'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/265778703449750805'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/to-sadie.html' title='...to sadie...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/usgmPs25ydY/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3300232760495348470</id><published>2011-05-09T17:32:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-09T17:32:03.910-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='help out'/><title type='text'>...lend a hand...</title><summary type='text'>please go here and see if you can do something to help!
you will be entered to win a photo shoot by susan monson, an amazing photographer.  
again, go HERE to see what it's all about and how you can help.

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3300232760495348470/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3300232760495348470&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3300232760495348470'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3300232760495348470'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/lend-hand.html' title='...lend a hand...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i51.tinypic.com/2mfytlt_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-9007372661402422319</id><published>2011-05-08T21:31:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-08T21:31:09.544-06:00</updated><title type='text'>...on this m day...</title><summary type='text'>i had big plans to vlog instead of blog today.
however, every time i would push the, 'record' button the waterworks began.  i figure this way all of you will be able to understand me, instead of listening to me blubber for a half hour.  trust me, it would be boring and my face looks ridiculous when i cry. 
happy mother's day sadie, and thank you.
photo by red brick photography


thank you for </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/9007372661402422319/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=9007372661402422319&amp;isPopup=true' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/9007372661402422319'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/9007372661402422319'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/on-this-m-day.html' title='...on this m day...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-4WBctiNUIbU/TcdQaV67MGI/AAAAAAAADl8/TGrj8zTc7Hg/s72-c/sadie.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-9221122362478155972</id><published>2011-05-06T14:44:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-06T21:23:46.190-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='vlog'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...first eva Vlog...</title><summary type='text'>


*i'll still be writing...just in case you were worried 'bout that.

**also, this is my first vlog.  i realize i have lots to learn.  next time i'll look ya'll in the eye. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/9221122362478155972/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=9221122362478155972&amp;isPopup=true' title='19 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/9221122362478155972'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/9221122362478155972'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/first-eva-vlog.html' title='...first eva Vlog...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/XW646ho0LWQ/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>19</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-47256479727379511</id><published>2011-05-04T16:48:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-04T19:52:22.076-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i buy'/><title type='text'>...my mom knows best...</title><summary type='text'>about a year ago my mom made a suggestion as we were working on saving for an adoption.
'sell the jeep,' she said, 'get a smaller car, a smaller payment, and less in gas.'
what did i say?
'no mom, i LOVE my jeep.  it loves me.  i can't let him go.'  (yes this is exactly what i said)
mom said, 'can the jeep love you back?  can you dress it in cute little outfits?'
'um, i can try...' was my reply.
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/47256479727379511/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=47256479727379511&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/47256479727379511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/47256479727379511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/my-mom-knows-best.html' title='...my mom knows best...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-HOQDLabsW_w/TcHWru0gP3I/AAAAAAAADlA/l8W9stk9D8c/s72-c/jeep.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1142975019541628070</id><published>2011-05-03T22:48:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-03T22:51:21.635-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i like'/><title type='text'>...opinions please...</title><summary type='text'>so, my fine and dandy readers, my birthday is coming up.  (may 16 if you wanna send me a holla that day...i love birthday's...especially mine...and the boog's...and studly's...mmk all birthdays!)

 therefore, i have demanded that my sister's get me a present.  yeah, that's right, demanded.  
okay, not so much demanded, but they asked me what i wanted, and here is what i narrowed it down to.
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1142975019541628070/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1142975019541628070&amp;isPopup=true' title='22 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1142975019541628070'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1142975019541628070'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/opinions-please.html' title='...opinions please...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-TrGYmeKcoSY/TcDaNe5kpHI/AAAAAAAADk4/LyzbUxacl1s/s72-c/purse+option+one.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>22</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-1673866230866134026</id><published>2011-05-01T00:32:00.007-06:00</published><updated>2011-05-01T20:50:40.836-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><title type='text'>...another NIAW comes to a close...</title><summary type='text'>i wish every week could be, 'national infertility awareness week.'
well, maybe not.  it's not like i need to be shoving it down everyone's throats every day.  wait, i already do that!  although i try to spoon feed it nicely, like my icu nurse did with my jell-o.  there are moments i'm tender like that.
basically i'm grateful that there is at least a week dedicated to educating those who are and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/1673866230866134026/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=1673866230866134026&amp;isPopup=true' title='14 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1673866230866134026'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/1673866230866134026'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/05/another-niaw-comes-to-close.html' title='...another NIAW comes to a close...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0Lhrfh1TL3c/Tb4b4YuICJI/AAAAAAAADkI/Ii6EKyCaVvA/s72-c/clothesfromhubby.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>14</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8290746365692878239</id><published>2011-04-28T23:11:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-28T23:11:39.409-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i like'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...breaking news...</title><summary type='text'>most adorable child ever.
and future ceo.
no contest.


you know you wanna squish him.


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8290746365692878239/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8290746365692878239&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8290746365692878239'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8290746365692878239'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/breaking-news.html' title='...breaking news...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Fr_zR9NPwwY/TbpHvgvdrwI/AAAAAAAADi0/7xgqbAyAD5A/s72-c/boogceo.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2127983196718728601</id><published>2011-04-26T21:32:00.006-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-27T01:10:06.545-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='infertility'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...bust a myth...</title><summary type='text'>
 this year for national infertility awareness week, resolve has focused on, 'busting myths of infertility.'  i've been meaning to do this for a while, but there are just so many that i wanted to expose.  my brain literally spins with all i could write about.  
however, there has been one that has plagued me for years.  so many have put this myth on my shoulders, filled my mouth with words i've </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2127983196718728601/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2127983196718728601&amp;isPopup=true' title='21 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2127983196718728601'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2127983196718728601'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/bust-myth.html' title='...bust a myth...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YGrxk2kepfc/TbfBL58LCzI/AAAAAAAADg4/Au7p8gh0P4A/s72-c/infertility-myths-image.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>21</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5104862082390284948</id><published>2011-04-26T00:01:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-26T00:01:00.377-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='baby k'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...what one year can hold...</title><summary type='text'>one year ago today i met this sweet little wonder...

our sweet baby kate.
while the past year has been filled with heart ache and joy, i still hurt deeply inside at times for the loss of this wonderful little lady.  boog has brought more joy to my life than i think i'll ever be able to express, but the truth is my heart will always hold a place, and love, kate.  it's impossible for that to ever </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5104862082390284948/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5104862082390284948&amp;isPopup=true' title='10 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5104862082390284948'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5104862082390284948'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/what-one-year-can-hold.html' title='...what one year can hold...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-reImLsVU3JA/TbZTsDogs6I/AAAAAAAADgo/wPH7vTCFQF0/s72-c/baby+kate+bw.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>10</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-476884404236759637</id><published>2011-04-24T14:22:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-24T20:46:16.201-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my man'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='god'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='what i think i know'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...he is risen...</title><summary type='text'>"I  will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man  taketh from you... In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of  good cheer; I have overcome the world."  -John 16:22,33this picture proudly hangs in my living room.

there are a lot of pictures i could have chosen, but this one spoke to me.  simply, Christ overcame all, and this picture reminds me daily that through </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/476884404236759637/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=476884404236759637&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/476884404236759637'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/476884404236759637'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/he-is-risen.html' title='...he is risen...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-a8zrYohi2sQ/TbSEl8iiJYI/AAAAAAAADgY/y8vMbQqKgGM/s72-c/resurrection.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-892009948989069450</id><published>2011-04-23T20:51:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-23T20:54:34.007-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my man'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='picture stories'/><title type='text'>...a saturday in pictures...</title><summary type='text'>oh, saturday's...
started off with a pedi with a bestie...
boog hangin' out with daddy at the mall...
boog scores an early easter present from gram...(he's so fast he blurs!)
rockin' shades with gram...
sleepy boog on the way home...
boog tries his first peep...he wasn't sure...
i pass out with tobias...

the end.
josh was there...promise.


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/892009948989069450/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=892009948989069450&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/892009948989069450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/892009948989069450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/saturday-in-pictures.html' title='...a saturday in pictures...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3XhjLSm-oRc/TbOOrgYRHGI/AAAAAAAADf0/i1nW-Crr0Bo/s72-c/photo+1+%25282%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4792754641429194587</id><published>2011-04-21T04:24:00.009-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-23T00:14:17.192-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='HOT MESS'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i struggle'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the big H'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wasted'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='ouch'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='because i&apos;m crazy'/><title type='text'>...the post where i mention my own bowel movements...</title><summary type='text'>warning : pictures of body organs accompany this post
it's been a long week my peeps.  no lie.  for some reason i thought i could weather getting my lady parts flambe-ed. 
not the story.
my skin is painful to the touch.  feels like a blow torch is going off in my abdomen.  basically the surgeon used the creme brulee method to remove my uterus and ovary.  medical science these days...amazing.  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4792754641429194587/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4792754641429194587&amp;isPopup=true' title='18 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4792754641429194587'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4792754641429194587'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/post-where-i-mention-my-own-bowl.html' title='...the post where i mention my own bowel movements...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-b5jXqLi4Hx0/TbABDqcHsKI/AAAAAAAADfA/Hl_bxG2iFtI/s72-c/photo%252810%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>18</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6866162798926925370</id><published>2011-04-20T01:03:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-21T23:06:47.193-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sensei'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...happy in the midst of uterless-ness...</title><summary type='text'>don't worry, i have a blog i've been debating about posting...which was written around midnight whilst completely inebriated.  it may include pictures of my uterus, information about a bowel movement, etc, etc.  let's take it to a vote.  do you want me to post that?
in other news, my sweet friend jenny dropped by and had a most sweet present for me.  pictures!  she is an amazing, talented </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6866162798926925370/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6866162798926925370&amp;isPopup=true' title='26 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6866162798926925370'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6866162798926925370'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/happy-in-midst-of-uterless-ness.html' title='...happy in the midst of uterless-ness...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-b4igtl7LpOA/Ta6Ce-pretI/AAAAAAAADc8/OjrrE0wAvpI/s72-c/1322_color1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>26</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8242396233232114651</id><published>2011-04-16T15:44:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-16T15:46:56.410-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...boog returns home...</title><summary type='text'>i've been one sad momma.  
my parents and josh's parents have been most wonderful.  boog has spent time at both their houses this past week while i've been going through the first week of recovery.  while it's been great for me to sleep and not have the responsibility of crazy boog, i've missed him terribly!  
boog came home today, and i am elated.  even though i'm stuck in bed right now, i can </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8242396233232114651/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8242396233232114651&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8242396233232114651'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8242396233232114651'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/boog-returns-home.html' title='...boog returns home...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--E_-KISFWNM/TaoNsB9S9DI/AAAAAAAADcg/A7JnPAdnNbI/s72-c/photo%25287%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8828968941372128315</id><published>2011-04-14T19:03:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-20T00:39:16.104-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='parts'/><title type='text'>...uterless...</title><summary type='text'>drugs are good.
'specially when you have a 7 inch incision across your, er, lower...stomach...bikini line.  good thing i'm fat.  never will i ever wear a bikini or show anyone this scar.  unless you ask.  nicely.
healing is boring, but considering it feels like someone took a blow torch to my insides, it's probably for the best. so, for the next 2 weeks, i'm just gonna lay here...and rot...and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8828968941372128315/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8828968941372128315&amp;isPopup=true' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8828968941372128315'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8828968941372128315'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/uterless.html' title='...uterless...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-2TDSLLG6x7U/TaeYl6qdM3I/AAAAAAAADbI/RYyQ1vIKNg8/s72-c/photo+2+%25282%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5646217870325071675</id><published>2011-04-11T00:26:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-11T00:26:54.593-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='eek'/><title type='text'>...ovarian barbarian bash...</title><summary type='text'>in exactly 12 hours my very good looking surgeon will be cutting a most delightful 5 to 7 inch incision.  
on my body.
eekers? you know, then he is going to burn out some organs.  not something on my bucket list, but i'm flexible.  
did i mention the whole, 'i'll be sterile' part?
i'm still trying to swallow that pill.
the important part is that i'm well taken care of.  so many of you have sent </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5646217870325071675/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5646217870325071675&amp;isPopup=true' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5646217870325071675'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5646217870325071675'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/ovarian-barbarian-bash.html' title='...ovarian barbarian bash...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i25.tinypic.com/2ds0n4g_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4201712276742215597</id><published>2011-04-08T13:25:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-08T13:25:40.884-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='things i hate'/><title type='text'>...dentures anyone?...</title><summary type='text'>i have teeth.
i have teeth from hell.
3 cavities?  sad kenna.i brush!  i swear i brush!  AND floss!  i LOVE to floss!



then i spot the tools.  EEK!

no joke i saw smoke as they drilled.i also laughed a lot because i was watching season three of, 'the office.'oh, and i totally sneezed on them a few times too.
gross.
what IS that thing?  no, not my big fat mouth, that metal weirdy thingy... 


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4201712276742215597/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4201712276742215597&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4201712276742215597'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4201712276742215597'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/dentures-anyone.html' title='...dentures anyone?...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ay17uyQO9nk/TZ9e_-hHbiI/AAAAAAAADas/KcD83MIie58/s72-c/photo%25283%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-2748291627583106205</id><published>2011-04-03T12:31:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-03T12:31:13.770-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my man'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...my heart is full...</title><summary type='text'>blessed.



</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/2748291627583106205/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=2748291627583106205&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2748291627583106205'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/2748291627583106205'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/04/my-heart-is-full.html' title='...my heart is full...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-_3W8jAJRjwo/TZi81abdoyI/AAAAAAAADaI/zktNGK5izLQ/s72-c/blessed.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8318892517056825482</id><published>2011-03-29T22:07:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-29T22:07:03.875-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my man'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='h word'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...h is for hitler...</title><summary type='text'>oh, and for hysterectomy.
also, 'h' is for HEPATICO­CHOLANGIO­CHOLECYST­ENTERO­STOMIES.
yeah, that's a word, homies.  
real.  word.  
i digress....(er, is that even appropriate in this context?  i don't think it is.  i just didn't know how to segway...)
lately i've been asking myself some very serious questions concerning my upcoming surgery.  
'what if i wet my bed?'
'will i be able to reach the</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8318892517056825482/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8318892517056825482&amp;isPopup=true' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8318892517056825482'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8318892517056825482'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/h-is-for-hitler.html' title='...h is for hitler...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NPSdTrDkk-A/TZKsOPmfrmI/AAAAAAAADZM/0faZgoxzAVk/s72-c/photo%252816%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-3607404478540244356</id><published>2011-03-28T07:01:00.017-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-28T07:01:00.078-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the hobbs family...</title><summary type='text'>the hobbs family
We are Amy &amp; David Hobbs!  We are very anxious and thrilled to have a first child join our  family. We knew when it was discovered that Amy has a rare ovarian  abnormality that it would require medical intervention to conceive a  child. After finding out the high cost involved without guarantee of  pregnancy, we felt strongly and embraced the gift of adoption.
We enjoy to work </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/3607404478540244356/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=3607404478540244356&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3607404478540244356'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/3607404478540244356'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/looking-for-their-little-hobbs-family.html' title='...looking for their little, the hobbs family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ncKCiAiAMBI/TY_n14diMlI/AAAAAAAADY4/b13tOCCj-rI/s72-c/DSC03230.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6018579046211087984</id><published>2011-03-25T20:17:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-25T20:17:08.192-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...bat boog...</title><summary type='text'>or super boog.  
either/or.




sigh, perfection, right?
simple perfection.
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6018579046211087984/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6018579046211087984&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6018579046211087984'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6018579046211087984'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/bat-boog.html' title='...bat boog...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-1JvYXHscCDk/TY1K-XIaW9I/AAAAAAAADYw/U4XI1FxiwSs/s72-c/photo+2%25283%2529.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-244252804694048789</id><published>2011-03-21T07:01:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-21T07:01:00.723-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the erickson family...</title><summary type='text'>the erickson family
High school sweethearts + 14 years of combined school (and school loans)  + surviving IVF failures and a reversed adoption + living over two  thousand miles away from any of our family members = Isaac and Sara,  made-for-each other- best friends who love nothing more than just being  together. 
Add to that...

An incredible birthmother + the most perfect  adoption + a million </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/244252804694048789/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=244252804694048789&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/244252804694048789'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/244252804694048789'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/looking-for-their-little-erickson.html' title='...looking for their little, the erickson family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-Vq_GdAfE6r4/TYaz34yw6eI/AAAAAAAADYQ/JHndVe2Yd8U/s72-c/2010+10+24_4855christmas.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4494167855872178732</id><published>2011-03-19T19:47:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-19T19:47:25.544-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...hairs...</title><summary type='text'>this morning i realized that boog no longer fit into his 6/9 month jeans.  (floods.  bad.  almost embarrassing.)  his shirts are the same way.  6/9 months need to be packed away.  time to bring out the 12/18.
then, on to boog's first hair cut.
i don't ever recall giving him permission to grow up.  like, ever.
   boog held still, no tears, and he drove the hell out of that car.
(i'm slightly </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/4494167855872178732/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=4494167855872178732&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4494167855872178732'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/4494167855872178732'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/hairs.html' title='...hairs...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-eeqLCAULe0w/TYVbwalDqyI/AAAAAAAADYI/DnYNu4IrRo0/s72-c/photo+2.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6957504069177368280</id><published>2011-03-17T19:49:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-17T19:49:54.010-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='holiday'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...the color green...</title><summary type='text'>the boogster showing off his heritage.  
i would have given him a beer for the sake of the pictures and him being irish and all, but i have a feeling people would call foul or something.  embrace the irish, people!
would have been hilarious, admit it.



i think he's done with me and the camera.
cutest little irish boy child i've ever seen.

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6957504069177368280/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6957504069177368280&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6957504069177368280'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6957504069177368280'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/color-green.html' title='...the color green...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-bsh_ewdoyVU/TYK5uLV3eZI/AAAAAAAADXY/QPGQNT1xwls/s72-c/harley_27.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-280488845168167079</id><published>2011-03-15T21:42:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-15T22:21:03.236-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the big H'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...my red headed miracle...</title><summary type='text'>i just snuck into boog's room and kissed his sweet smelling hair.  he is sleeping peacefully, breathing in, breathing out; occasionally sighing.  i could lay in the chair next to his crib and listen for hours.  his calm breaths, over and over, proof that he is living, that he is mine, and that he is a miracle.
most don't know that our boog was born at 27 weeks.  much too early and without much </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/280488845168167079/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=280488845168167079&amp;isPopup=true' title='14 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/280488845168167079'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/280488845168167079'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/my-red-headed-miracle.html' title='...my red headed miracle...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-wAcL1KWl0yY/TYAuZjC-IHI/AAAAAAAADWQ/moqeDnCx8zY/s72-c/new_boog.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>14</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-8538148159648358017</id><published>2011-03-14T14:15:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-03-14T14:15:17.542-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the brooker family...</title><summary type='text'>the brooker family
Our Hopes and Dreams We are Daniel and Lyndsie and we are beyond excited to start  our family through the miracle of adoption! As we write this letter, we  almost feel at a loss for words. We have prayed and thought so much  about the best way to share our hearts with you. We wanted to start off  by saying that we admire your courage and your selflessness in choosing  life for </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/8538148159648358017/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=8538148159648358017&amp;isPopup=true' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8538148159648358017'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/8538148159648358017'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/looking-for-their-little-brooker-family.html' title='...looking for their little, the brooker family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-8sxjdqBPYyU/TX2jhrQKe0I/AAAAAAAADVY/U4gDoY6JkhA/s72-c/brooker1.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5443990753670529160</id><published>2011-03-12T01:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:19:05.595-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the big H'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='daily ramblings'/><title type='text'>...i need some help...</title><summary type='text'>professional help?  psh, we knew that.
this is about the big 'h' surgery coming up.  i have received comments from many who have had this procedure, and i admit the closer i get (4 weeks!) the more scared i get.  if anyone would feel so kind to tell me about their experience, i would appreciate it.  
also, i'm wondering if any of you had to be sent home with a catheter?  i've heard it both ways.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5443990753670529160/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5443990753670529160&amp;isPopup=true' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5443990753670529160'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5443990753670529160'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/i-need-some-help.html' title='...i need some help...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i25.tinypic.com/2ds0n4g_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-4890171613075668370</id><published>2011-03-09T19:45:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-09T22:10:29.450-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='little studly'/><title type='text'>...my sweet boog...</title><summary type='text'>
lounging and snuggles with momma on the couch.

sweet boy you've removed the cloud of sadness over my heart.

you are a miracle.

“biology is the least of what makes someone a mother.”

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 photo by jenny wheeler photography

my spouse is staring 30 in the face. 
i guess i will be too.
meh.  i've been praying for us to get to our thirties for a looooong time. 
to honor tradition, i hope you enjoy these 27 reasons why i am still, and forever will be, madly in love with my husband.  truly each year gets better and better (for me at least, i've never </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/7056513571181672475/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=7056513571181672475&amp;isPopup=true' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7056513571181672475'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/7056513571181672475'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/happy-27-studly.html' title='...happy 27 studly...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-DTKusSV1kr8/TXVee9qnvyI/AAAAAAAADS4/8OFEnYr1YcA/s72-c/2885_color2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-5499024805213581806</id><published>2011-03-07T07:01:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-07T07:01:00.162-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the ward familiy...</title><summary type='text'>the ward family 

We met at Utah State University in the music department.  After knowing  each other for a year we had a quick courtship and an even quicker  engagement.  We were married February 1, 2002 in the Logan, Utah LDS  Temple...which means we'll be celebrating our NINTH (holy cow...where  did the time go?!?) Wedding Anniversary next week.
Nathan is employed by the US Navy...but it isn't</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/5499024805213581806/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=5499024805213581806&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5499024805213581806'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/5499024805213581806'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/looking-for-their-little-ward-familiy.html' title='...looking for their little, the ward familiy...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-cB8VYt8uIe0/TXQkcIJLzaI/AAAAAAAADSw/PakRoFCEkQs/s72-c/collage.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-634766944390049263</id><published>2011-03-03T09:23:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-03T09:25:27.967-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='getting cut open'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brought to you by the letters &apos;I&apos; and &apos;F&apos;'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lupron'/><title type='text'>...but where do the sperm go?...</title><summary type='text'>in my, what seems to be, never ending quest for trial and painful surgery, i am proud to announce that one of my life long dreams will be realized in the coming months.
i will no longer be, 'kenna.'  
just call me, 'ken.'
the man.
mmk, that is just weird, and completely untrue, but i won't lie, it feels like my surgeon is going to scoop out my femininity with a melon baller.  (how's THAT for your</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/634766944390049263/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=634766944390049263&amp;isPopup=true' title='19 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/634766944390049263'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/634766944390049263'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/03/but-where-do-sperm-go.html' title='...but where do the sperm go?...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i25.tinypic.com/2ds0n4g_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>19</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221034873885996247.post-6065866042512459823</id><published>2011-02-28T07:54:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-02-28T11:28:46.109-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='spotlights'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><title type='text'>...looking for their little, the cunliffe family...</title><summary type='text'>
the cunliffe familiy

Family info:  
 We are Joe, Tiffany &amp; Adam. A fun family of three  hoping to adopt again. We are passionate about adoption. It is one of  the greatest blessings of our lives. 
 
We  are committed to making each other happy and love being together as a  family. We love playing with Adam, working out at the gym, traveling,  taking walks, working together on home improvement </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/feeds/6065866042512459823/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7221034873885996247&amp;postID=6065866042512459823&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6065866042512459823'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7221034873885996247/posts/default/6065866042512459823'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.myiwrite.com/2011/02/looking-for-their-little-cunliffe.html' title='...looking for their little, the cunliffe family...'/><author><name>kenna</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03706789932352969204</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-823peQOpaVs/TdMswn2Y_QI/AAAAAAAADoo/_aVNEaL_5-8/s220/photo.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-E7zlg_ySbU8/TWseoEEUvII/AAAAAAAADQg/EXxaP9gVUco/s72-c/Cunliffe+-1026.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
